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100 theme challenge

Current Amount Finished: 80 out of 100
I decided that when I have nothing to draw and I can't think of anything, I'm going to work on the 100 theme challenge!
here is the list of all the different topics for each pic! The :D next to one of the drawings means that I have completed it!
I've literally been working on this project for 4 years and it NEEDS to be completed!

100 Pic Challenge Themes

1. Introduction :D fav.me/d3gyr5i
2. Love :D fav.me/d5pid4b
3. Light :D fav.me/d3koecu
4. Dark :D fav.me/d5km2j2
5. Seeking Solace :D fav.me/d56w7fx
6. Break Away :D storm-the-wolf11.deviantart.co…
7. Heaven :D masayo11.deviantart.com/art/7-…
8. Innocence :D fav.me/d5cfnnb
9. Drive :D fav.me/d5dh30n
10. Breathe Again :D fav.me/d7n4jk9
11. Memory :D fav.me/d7rb22o
12. Insanity :D fav.me/d6ft4bf
13. Misfortune :D fav.me/d6ajyc0
14. Smile :D fav.me/d3g9yxj
15. Silence :D fav.me/d56m4w4
16. Questioning
17. Blood :D fav.me/d7f25yn
18. Rainbow :D fav.me/d8bj3no
19. Gray :D fav.me/d7enpu4
20. Cookies
21. Vacation :D fav.me/d66ubxy
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly? :D fav.me/d6ngzzy
25. Trouble Lurking :D fav.me/d6keqvx
26. Tears :D fav.me/d4brcq9
27. Foreign :D fav.me/d6hgp2s
28. Sorrow :D fav.me/d8h9nka
29. Happiness :D fav.me/d5ik8ai
30. Under the Rain :D fav.me/d3gypxt
31. Flowers :D fav.me/d8kpzss
32. Night :D fav.me/d8daxhe
33. Expectations
34. Stars :D fav.me/d84zgtg
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure :D fav.me/d8blwaj
37. Eyes :D fav.me/d6hvyj6
38. Abandoned :D fav.me/d8lwqxa
39. Dreams :D fav.me/d8g2gx2
40. Rated
41. Teamwork :D fav.me/d6jgtzu
42. Standing Still :D fav.me/d56efi8
43. Dying :D fav.me/d6jq1d2
44. Two Roads :D fav.me/d51lsxs
45. Illusion :D fav.me/d74la5n
46. Family :D fav.me/d8itapw
47. Creation :D fav.me/d3gw151
48. Childhood :D fav.me/d3ggg46
49. Stripes :D fav.me/d8ce5bi
50. Breaking the Rules :D fav.me/d3gzadd
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret :D fav.me/d5ryaon
54. Tower
55. Waiting :D fav.me/d3gbwt2
56. Danger Ahead :D fav.me/d7skny0
57. Sacrifice :D fav.me/d3hki6s
58. Kick in the Head :D fav.me/d7opw1p
59. No Way Out :D fav.me/d3hm2fy
60. Rejection :D fav.me/d89s9a2
61. Fairy Tale :D storm-the-wolf11.deviantart.co…
62. Magic :D fav.me/d857rjt
63. Do Not Disturb :D fav.me/d7ji594
64. Multitasking
65. Horror :D fav.me/d417nw0
66. Traps :D fav.me/d8iks75
67. Playing the Melody :D storm-the-wolf11.deviantart.co…
68. Hero :D fav.me/d3g2a7k
69. Annoyance :D fav.me/d7eiwhf
70. 67% :D fav.me/d3gynli
71. Obsession :D fav.me/d8brk04
72. Mischief Managed :D fav.me/d5yaff4
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me? :D fav.me/d7kf6uk
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces :D fav.me/d5x0nk6
77. Test :D fav.me/d7pv8wj
78. Drink :D fav.me/d6i6xfv
79. Starvation
80. Words :D fav.me/d6f5suf
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me? :D fav.me/d7ojslv
83. Heal
84. Out Cold :D fav.me/d89s8vc
85. Spiral :D fav.me/d7roqgs
86. Seeing Red :D fav.me/d65po40
87. Food
88. Pain :D fav.me/d7rkv8y
89. Through the Fire :D fav.me/d3hgyty
90. Triangle
91. Drowning :D masayo11.deviantart.com/art/91…
92. All That I Have :D fav.me/d42dtcg
93. Give Up :D fav.me/d7xn3mr
94. Last Hope :D fav.me/d4d2ewt
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm :D fav.me/d83daop
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle :D fav.me/d64x6u4
99. Solitude :D fav.me/d4ljqy4
100. Relaxation :D fav.me/d6hwfnw

EDIT: Why (Feelin' better)

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 13, 2015, 9:51 PM


I'm really pissed off today for some reason, and I have been lately. Especially at myself.

School's been dragging along, my self-inflicted knee injury has been taking up my time, and I don't have much time to draw or write. The only time I do draw is at school, where I really shouldn't be. I realized that nothing's gonna happen unless I take action. 

My goal was to get Beyond Life and Death done as soon as I could. I wanted to publish it. So with this weekend, I took it upon myself to start editing the story again. I started to gain confidence in the project again, until I remembered that I still had to fill out some information on CreateSpace, where I would be "selling" Beyond Life and Death. I then realized that I wouldn't be able to self-publish unless I provided a tax ID number and a bank account, which are two things that both of my parents don't want to take the time to do. All I want to do is sell my books to the people who have been supporting me at school and online. 

I just want the damn book edited, published, dream come true. Seriously, it has been my DREAM to publish. And now this. My mom says we'll look at it, but every time she says that, it never happens. I feel terrible for not getting anything done. For not reaching my goals. And it isn't just writing, with staying healthy for soccer as well. I'm just losing motivation in everything in my life. 

I was in a drawing slump for a little bit after I finished my last sketch book. So I got a new one, and production's been pretty slow. I know as artists we can't produce AMAZING artwork every single day, but confidence is another thing. When you have confidence, you don't worry about not producing amazing artwork everyday, you draw because you love to. I've been lacking confidence, I look at my depleting list of watchers and I wonder what I'm doing wrong. 

I tell people this a lot, and I should follow my own advice, but we need to remember why we as artists draw. It isn't for the fame, it isn't to please others, we draw for ourselves. To represent us. But I know deep down, that we all want our message, our outlook on life that is art to be noticed. I feel selfish for doing it, but I've been obsessed with checking my amount of pageviews everyday and watchers and favorites. Years before, I couldn't go a day without checking to see if I got feedback. I scrolled over my friends profiles and compared myself to them. I was and still am very competitive. 

But they're just numbers, right? Useless numbers, just too much information that we shouldn't pay attention to. But that's all I can look at. My pageviews have been down, my number of watchers goes down more often, my production of art goes down. I see a lot of famed artists drawing FANART, as that is how most of them claimed their fame. It all seems like a joke to me. Because fanart seems to be, and not to everyone, as drawing for other people. Shouldn't we draw for ourselves? 

Whenever I draw fanart, I feel that I cannot do whatever I am drawing justice. Whether it be Legend of Zelda, Fullmetal Alchemist, Pokemon, Youtubers... because I know I am not the biggest fan of it. When can I be allowed to draw something that I love and have it not be so painful? 

We all have potential. Every single one of us. I know I do inside, that's the small amount of confidence in myself that I have. I know I can be like those famed artists, but how important is fame? Does it even matter that more random people on the internet are commenting on your things? Why do we even measure that? 
I'm tired of waiting for the bus to success. I want to get on it right now. But it's a struggle. Nothing is easy. 
I want the world, my dreams, everything, right now. I am an impatient piece of shit. 

I'm tired of being hurt, tired of not finishing anything, tired of half-assing things. 
I want to get things done. But I can't because of these goddamn road blocks. These under construction signs keeping me from publishing, keeping me from drawing fanart, keeping me from playing soccer.

I don't say whatever a lot cause I hate the word because nothing is whatever, but I'm gonna say it.
Whatever world, I don't care. Being famous is bullshit. 
Dreams aren't important at all either, I'll just go away and kill my body sitting here. 

-I'm sorry I'm just really emotional right now, I just need to get it out. 

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:icontumblrplz: My Tumblr: stormaiea.tumblr.com/
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Commission Info masayo11.deviantart.com/journa…

To do list:
Portraits of:
-Evan Pieters
-Jensen Ackles
-Jennifer Lawrence
-Steven Haushka

What's more important? 

80%
8 deviants said Making yourself proud.
20%
2 deviants said Making your friends proud.
0%
No deviants said Making a random group of people proud.

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A-M-A-P Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Hello, Citizen! :D!!

I want to personally invite you to join my wonderful, fun and very active and unique group, FantasyLegends and to submit your fine art with us, hehe! :nuu:

Also, if you want to earn watches,faves and llamas OR if you want to earn points, come check me out ;P


OH, and I sent you a Llama, haha yeahhh baby yeahhhhh!!! :D:D

Thank you sooooo much in advance if you do donate and/or join my group! Weeee yah!!! :D
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masayo11 Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the invitation! I will definitely consider it! :D
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VirtualManectric Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Welcome to pokemon-canine-club, a club dedicated specially to dog pokemon! :D (Big Grin)

Please read our rules and FAQ. You will find all needed information there, such as the submission limit and which pokemon we consider canine pokemon.

Don't be shy to suggest a contest; we're always open to ideas!
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masayo11 Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! I look forward to being apart of this group!
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MissDarkAngel167 Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
I just realised you put me and Umbron under your awesome people thing on your page
Oh my god how long has that been there
Ed I love you :iconglompageplz: 
I dun feel worthy
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masayo11 Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
YOU ARE WORTHY MY FRIEND. :iconswaghugplz:
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Minxy-Moo Featured By Owner Edited Nov 2, 2014
So, Im going to draw some fanart of your characters.....but im not going to tell you which one >: D
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masayo11 Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
OMG REALLY?!!! I CAN'T WAIT! 
gv'eargauong'agr a'g :iconlazerunplz:
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Minxy-Moo Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2014
I finished it:
C8175c90f8fac374
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masayo11 Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
OMG IT IS AMAZING AEW;IGBVAE VG;AERGAEGV THANK YOU. :iconletmehugyouplz:
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